Like secrets never told.

Another mth comes.

Fri, 12 Oct 2007 06:38:08 GMT

I've been bugged by friends to update my lj. But I might be shifting to somewhere else again. (I'm sorry I just can't understand myself) Haha. Prolly another lj site ? Urh, wordpress ? Or even back to blogspot.

Anw. Here's to a short update, not about th past ten days or so (I've been busy with work) though. That I'll update again when I have th break to do a nice entry (; I'm anticipating to find out what October brings for me :D I really want this mth to be enjoyable at least.

My birthday would be in 12 days time. But I'll be having a bbq party nd birthday cake at my chalet on th 17th (: Remember to leave that evening for me, girls !

&warrenyapp                  baby in you, i've found affection says:
you're my only girl baby, the only one. the only girl that makes me fall deeper and deeper in love with everything you do. your laugh, your smile, your eyes, your hands, your hug ... your kiss.
*                        ; natalie says:
=)
*                        ; natalie says:
why so sweet !
&warrenyapp                  baby in you, i've found affection says:
because baby, you make me happy. you make me smile everytime I see you smile. you make me happy whenever I see you happy. you're the only person in the world that can make me cry and smile at the same time, because you're beautiful sweetie. you're the most beautiful girl on earth to me.
*                        ; natalie says:
hunn, you're scaring me
&warrenyapp                  baby in you, i've found affection says:
why am I scaring you sweetie
*                        ; natalie says:
why th sudden gush of sweet nothings
&warrenyapp                  baby in you, i've found affection says:
haha.. because , i dunno?
&warrenyapp                  baby in you, i've found affection says:
i feel like telling you?
&warrenyapp                  baby in you, i've found affection says:
because, i feel you need to know?
&warrenyapp                  baby in you, i've found affection says:
(:

THNK YOU, LOVE.

So routine with little excitement.

Tue, 02 Oct 2007 14:11:40 GMT

Tuesday. Work. Shopping. Home with mum.

Wednesday. Work. Super adorable baby Isaac. Plays. My favourite boy. Macs dinner. Walks. Awkwardness. Stuff like that.

Thursday. Heavy rain. Work. Pasta Mania. Creamy chicken farfelle. Batman stuff. Seoul garden. But still. Confusement. Tears. Messy state.

Friday. Work. Prata lunch. Enjoying facebook. TGIF again. Heineken beer. Bought roses. Warren's parents' anni. Dinner at Tampines. Night movie. Th Invasion. Ride home. Blackout. Unpaid bills. Candles. Bad night.

Saturday. Oschool. Dance. Slurpee. Charsiew lunch. Evening mass. Dinner at 24hour. Laughs. Warren's place. Cabbed home at 2am.

Sunday. Archie comic. Chicken rice lunch. Wrote his letter. Sakae sushi dinner. Little shop. White dress on sale. Maybe maroon's gone. Sad stuff. Zero buys. Back home. Chats.

Monday. Work. Girlfriend meets. Walks. Topshop. Effing cute undies. Thnks hunn. Takopachi nd Beardpapa's. My strawberry. I miss her. Homed. ABC soup. Sleepover. Sexy love. Sweet nightmare.

Tuesday. Work. Macs breakfast. Rushing assignments. BK lunch. Choked laughters. Stuff.

Warren, I'm waiting for you to get back to me ):

Sometimes he needs a better girl.

Mon, 24 Sep 2007 16:20:47 GMT

" baby imma be at my brothers bed. you take care okay! I WISH YOU MUCH LUCK IN YOUR WORK! JIA YOU! I LOVE YOU! *whispers* and if you have the time, read your blog comment. (; */whispers* SMS ME if you feel bored okay? my phone is by my side, and so are you. I'm hugging you all the while! Don't know if you can feel it or not. hehe. Baby, I miss you ): I wish I could be there to watch you work, to watch you concentrate oh-so hard. I can just imagine it actually! So lovable and adorable you must be! Oh the lucky guys that're in your office with you ): I'm jealous I must admit, but I remind myself, I've got you already! wth am I thinking, right? hehe. I miss you baby cakes. "

Warren.

Thursday

First early day of work at th company located at Bugis Shaw Tower. Met Huiying nd Lun Siong to walk over from th train station. Th office is really nice, I like chilling at th pantry th most ! Hahaha. Nd I realised, even if it is alr past 9am, th office is always quiet nd empty because not everyone comes on time. Lol.

& zomg, we felt th earthquake in th afternoon. Everything was swaying up nd down slowly. I was thinking how difficult it would be for us to evacuate from th 26th level. Goodness lol. Anw. Being th position of Project Executive sounds nice aye, but al we do is just changing information on excel sheets, copy nd paste on html codes for websites.

Friday
Happy 17th Brithday, Kim ! (:

TGIF ! Met Warren in th morning, he accompanied me to my workplace (: Work was still alright I suppose, random convo talks with them on msn hahaha. Mr kangkong is getting irritated by us ! Hilarious. Th company gave out mooncakes to us today. Went to BagLady nd collected my new bag that I reserved aside th day before. Then bought a top from another shop. It's nice to know that they still recognised me. Pretty buys.

Called mum nd she accompanied me home after that.

Saturday
Cabbed to school for dance in th early morning. Eileen nd I were totally clueless about th steps nd al ): So much for missing th first lesson last week. They gave out our hoodies as well, nd there were only 'L' sizes left when I supposed to get my 'S'. Sheesh. Got me pretty annoyed.

Back home, changed nd al, then off to meet hunn at th train station. We went to Suntec's Carl's Jnr for our dinner. Met into my favourite Dola there :D Haha. Chilli cheese fries is th love yo.

Sunday
Late morning mass with my boy nd his famm. Lunch with them at Changi Village, down to Tampines for smth nd bought his Dad's birthday gift, then Kbox at Parkway till late. Their famm can really sing well, ooh lala. Stayed at his place until 1.30am nd took th cab home.

Monday
Monday blues, seriously. Back to work, was almost late though. Hunn was nice to accompany me over again before he went ahead with his own stuff. Work's getting complicated, but lunch is always good. I had my korean bibimbap today at Suntec :D We saw Xueting working at Fish&Co. as well.

Met him after my work ended, dinner at Bugis then dessert at Aji-teh house. Sweet ! Got quite listless after that, but I don't know why. Maybe partly due to my tummy ache luh, haha. Walked over to Bugis Street to get him a eyebrow stud from a shop etc. Felt so very tempted to do some shopping ):

Oh ! But we went to take some prints again. Th infuriating yet upsetting part is not being able to choose th sizes in time, so it turned out super tiny. Rawrs.

Today is oh-so-bad for th both of us I guess. Home time. My dear boy's staying over, nd he's alr asleep (: Hahaha.

Will upload pictures soon !

Rainbows nd butterflies.

Wed, 19 Sep 2007 15:53:13 GMT

Monday

Zomgg I was home th entire day. I woke up late. Had fried rice nd Campbelle's ABC soup. Oh oh oh OH ! It taste so good :D

Nd mum got us champagne mooncakes from Raffles Hotel. It's reallyyyy sweet.

Tuesday

Met my boy in th afternoon nd headed over to Tamp mall for lunch at Pastamania (ooh our first date there, I don't know if this came across his mind though.) our favourite Creamy Chicken nd Bacon Aglio ! Delicious.

Then went over to th CPF building because I wanted to have th walk-in interview for a job, but it was sort of ____. Trained down to Bugis to look around at clothes nd bags before dad was able to pick me up from there. Hunn came along with us for dinner at Joo Chiat, black pepper chilli crabs were so yummy please :D Thnks to my grandma for th treat.

After which both of us trained back, went Whitesands nd bumped into his relatives. I think Arabel's (sp?) cute ! Hahaha. Urhm, we took prints as well. I thought it would be fun for some cheap thrills at night (: It turned out pretty nice, but I just can't understand why guys like to over-decorate, lollll.

I hope he likes th lipstick I got for him. For his urh, feminine side (: I'm thoughtful alrights.

Wednesday

Chicken rice for lunch. Prints collated from secondary days till current date are scattered al over th table ! I'm busy fitting them into th black book, nd it's on hold for now. Warren came over after his fishing trip at Bedok jetty with his friends. We only had about an hour together before he left for dinner at home in th evening.

Dad's cooking is great, we had mui fan for dinner :D Sister showed me some interesting show she recorded. Nice.

& I'm going to have to wake up oh-very-early tmr ! Going down to Bugis at 0830 to meet Huiying, nd off to get my job (: I hope it's going to go well. I really need th cash nd motivation to do smth.

Ps. Don't worry Barbara, lady luck will come your way pretty soon ;)

Humming oldies.

Mon, 17 Sep 2007 06:08:21 GMT

Hello you. Th one reading this now, yes you.

Yes, th yellow ribbon proj which needs our support ! They're going around asking for donations, any amount, nd you'll get a yellow ribbon in return for your kindness.

I did my part, you should too. So go on, give a helping hand :D

-

Saturday was enjoyable, nd it was partly because Syy, Jaslyn nd Warren said I looked taller ! Lollll.

Anw, had dad's home-made porridge in th morning. Met Syy nd Jaslyn after they had their breakfast too, we were at Bedok catching up with each others' life nd al. Then went off to wait for Warren nd his famm to pick me, his brother's girl nd his other relatives up before we left for Marina Square to catch 'Evan Almighty' again. Haha. Hunn was somehow being a little too excited over his dad's new car, even his mum said he's like a suaku.

Those pictures were taken in his dad's car because I was feeling silly. Th gummies his mum gave us were ice-cream cones ! Looks like effing huge pimple aye. Haha. Went to church for evening mass. Downtown after for dinner, then they went for a little shopping around th retail shops. Really dope stuffs if you actually look inside to check out what they have (:

Hunn's parents sent me back, so he accompanied me to sit at th void deck again. Haha. Talks, laughs, snapping pictures nd al before going home.

Sunday lunch with famm at home, I simply love dad's cooking :D They went off for evening mass, while I get to go to Vivocity with Warren nd his famm again. Everyone was shopping around for their stuffs, haha. Dinner at Carl's Jnr, I so love chilli cheese fries ! I can like have them everyday. Hehheheh.

Then to Giant, check-out th items, Th Eagles music playing in th car, nd back to their house. Watched th dvd 'Guess who', I think it's a good movie. Slept for awhile before cabbing home at 2am. Mum called back because I didn't get home in time.

That's al. & good afternoon, it's Monday alr. I declined to work for Cafe Cartel, no other jobs available.

In my whirl of mess.

Fri, 14 Sep 2007 15:39:31 GMT

Met Cindy yesterday evening. So we went walking around Tampines mall before having our bubble teas, saw Nicole working too (: Settled for dinner at th foodcourt. She's so shy, didn't want to pose for me. Hahaha.

Warren came to find us while we were at Times reading books nd magazines, ice cream at Macs after. Girlfriend went off first, then we went to get some chips from th supermarket before heading home. Hunn was so silly he dropped at th next bus stop nd ran back to find me at my void deck. Lol. Dad cooked dinner as well, so I had to eat my portion. Greedy fats. I'm still tidying up my room, looking through old prints nd photographs. Memories are such nice things.

Chatted with Triton online till th early morning I think, then he went off. Meanie didn't draw me a cake, neither any balloons for my early birthday, because he didn't want to nd some other reasons we were bickering at. I was so bored.

Ooh, sweet tart was so funny this afternoon when we were chatting online. I was like telling her how broke I am, that I only have 65cents left (seriously). Guess what she said.

Her : "You're 50cent's sister. You know th singer ? Hahaha."
Me : (Bth her. Lollll.)
Her : "But you have 15cents more than him."
Me : "Whatttt ! Omg HAHAHA."

& she even drew me a 65cents coin with a smiley. Omgahh. At least she makes me laugh luh (:

Job hunting with Barbara today ! We walked th entire of Tampines mall nd Century Square again. Went to find Nicole at her working place, it was nice of her to give us a number to try btw. Most of them weren't hiring, nd others were full-time vacancies. Somewhat, th lady at this particular shop didn't call me back. Interviews at Cafe Cartel nd Yellow this time. For th latter,

1. I have no experience in F&B line.
2. Th supervisor was threatening me with so much stuff.
3. Uniforms are not negotiable, a must to purchase at 43bucks on th first day. Zomg ?
4. Rotating shifts, not allowed to work with friends.
5. Report an hour earlier before work time, but not considered paid for that. Sheesh.
6. Mistakes, nd be prepared to be told off by upperhands nd customers.
7. Not allowed to go off earlier for chalets etc. Like whatttt.
8. Anyway, I can't really imagine me handling plates nd al.

For th small retail shop, they'll call us back for second interview.

So we took a bus back to Whitesands because she was meeting Eileen. Continued browsing through every level, but to no avail. I wasn't able to apply for th full-timer at a retail apparel shop because they wanted 6 mths nd more nd were shocked when I said 2 mths. Oh wells. But thnks to th two of them, we might have work for next mth aye ? Ha.

Alrights. Pretty glad that I've new pictures to post now :D We snapped away like no one's business at th bus interchange. Nice of them to accompany me to wait for my bus. Haha.

Back home, dad prepared dinner for us before he went out again. Yummy yums. Watched telly with sister nd cousin, then I'm stuck in my room for more packing. Smth's not right today, I'm sorry hunn for making you feel this way. What with th crude word nd talks. Shan't elaborate.

It's al my fault yeah ? Me nd my cranky mood due to time constraints, commitment, financial situation. Sorry.

Okay. Prolly late for dance class tomorrow morning nd same movie again in th afternoon. Hope I can meet Syy nd Jaslyn though. & yes, I love cam-whoring nd I hope you're just like me too. See you.

Never too late.

Wed, 12 Sep 2007 18:25:37 GMT

Results were out a day earlier. Effing horrible looking at zero As but that D+. Al I need to do is pick myself up nd whisper softly.

"Natalie, you haven't done your best. Realised your own mistakes aye ? Got to focus for th second semester even if it's hard. & thnks to my friends nd him for encouragement nd al. That is, Huiying, Jingyi, Guangming, Soon Wee, Joanna nd Warren."

-

Dad cooked late lunch yesterday, fried bee hoon. I had three portions to satisfy my hunger. Pretty bad, don't you think ? Hahaha. I stayed home, spent th entire day online, while watching th telly nd cleaning up my desk. I want to revamp th look of my silly yet cosy purple room. Takes time.

Anw. My mum had helped me get hold of th chalet at downtown for 5 days 4 nights in th next mth. So, I'm thinking of celebrating my birthday. Though it'll be a super early one. (Syy thought she missed out on my birthday, she got a scare until she double-checked lollll.)

Th thing is, I'm afraid that th same stuff would happen:
1. Friends invited but only a few could turn up.
2. Their purpose of showing up is actually to attack th bbq food nd hog th telly.
3. Discussions amongst themselves nd getting bored.
(Yeah, matters that relates to what's said.)

But what's more important is to have th cash to get th food items, this is my main worry. Lol.
Ps. 17th October you'll have to be free for your friend here alrights ! :D

Okay. Ice-cream meeting with my girlfriend ltr ! I'll update more with pictures yeah, I promise.

Stuck at home.

Wed, 12 Sep 2007 03:24:19 GMT

Happy 17th birthday, Kelsey ! (:

Went back to school in th late afternoon to make payment for dance curriculum, hunn accompanied me there. Then we went to Tampines mall nd Century Square to walk about. Some are hiring sales staff, but mostly are al full-time applications. Goodness me. Even if I were to work full-shift, it would probably only be a mth because of th short term holiday, don't they ever think ?

So anw. I left my particulars at this interesting shop, if you were me you would have also blushed. Chener are you reading this ? Hahaha. But th pay is horrible luh, th lady refused to raise th amount even if I offered to work as a full-timer. Told mum about al these, nd she said she'll try to help me look for alternative jobs although I really wanted to have retail experience, for clothes especially. Maybe I could try other shops again aye.

Over to his house for dinner nd rest, it was wayyyy embarrassing when his mum thought I learnt th piano nd asked for my grade. Lol. I wish I knew how though. I've printed guitar tabs nd piano sheets for songs that I want to get a grip of. Well, hopefully (:

Cabbed home after al that, thnks hunn.

Having tight financial budget makes me depress luh. I can't even have dinner with girlfriend this Thursday, only out for ice-cream. Oh wells. Might go down for another interview in th afternoon, or perhaps no.

Me love you long time yo.

Tue, 11 Sep 2007 03:24:30 GMT

Three cheers, I finally managed to wake up in th morning :D HA !

Yesterday was out with parents to th temple to pray to our ancestors. But fyi, I'm a catholic in case anyone thinks else wise. I miss going to church on Saturday evenings or Sunday mornings with friends. I don't really like handling joss sticks that makes my fingertips icky red nd pink. Nd what's with th uncle telling me what to do nd what not to do ! Sheesh.

Anw. Asked to drop off at Whitesands after, walked around then took a bus down to downtown, nd walked aimlessly again. I had my strawberry milk while looking at th pony rides twirling in circles. Childhood times are like most missed. Then Warren came over, he had his dinner at th foodcourt. I had no appetite.

But I had sudden cravings for prata after he finished up his dessert. Lol. So we went to central to eat nd talk. Stuff like that. I don't know what else to say luh.

I've so many secrets, so many randoms about me, but too little time.
It's hard to explain everything.
Because I don't know when, where nd what to start from.

Okay, lunch is here. Going back to school for smth ltr.

I'm MTV addict at times.

Sun, 09 Sep 2007 19:57:23 GMT

Happy 17th birthday, Genevieve. Beloved Beefy ! (:

A week's passed, nothing but lazing around not being bothered about supp papers nor working for cash. Bummer.

Hunn dropped by my place on Saturday night, but he didn't bring along th cookies he wanted to pass to me ! Hahaha. But it looked pretty cute I guess (:

Then he popped in again yesterday morning when I was still in th sleep-nd-doodle-around mood. Zomgg it was so embarrassing lol. I even told my sister to help me find an excuse, but to no avail. Someone asked nd opened th door for him to come in (was it my dad ?). But hunn's seriously sweet to surprise me with th bouquet of flowers ! Whoopsidaisies.

I admit it was awfully mean of me to leave him outside my house, but I had my reasons (first reaction nd al). So I wrote him a silly note to apologise. Nd yanno what he did ?

Awwww ! Anw, he had to go for church mass in th evening while I watched 'Blades of Glory' with my siblings at home. Then off to Marina Bay to have steamboat with my classmates (:

Well, there was only 5 of us who turned up, but it was enjoyable al th same. Xinying, Jingyi, Soon Wee, Guangming nd me. They were bowling before I came, then we settled for late dinner there. Created quite a scene, with th huge fire nd screamings. Ha ! This is my first nd most amusing steamboat at Marina, ever. Everyone was looking over at our table, even th ahbengs who worked there had to help us out nd laugh. Aiyoy.

Soon Wee chewed on th ginseng used in th soup ! Eew haha. Had live prawns, eggs, chicken, mushrooms nd hotdogs etc. My white shorts got stained by th oil nd sauce from th food, goodness. Trained back, talked to Shir on th phone nd went home. I hope that girl's alright yeah.

Mum came back at night when I went out, she brought home lots of junkfood for us. Yipidee. Hunn is alr asleep before I came back, a sleepyhead like me aye. Haha. & he was so cute luh al that silly nonsense.

Edit.
I didn't know Scythia had steamboat too ): I think I've distant. Bah.

They got that thing called obsession.

Sat, 08 Sep 2007 06:17:09 GMT

Thursday was canadian 2-for-1 pizza delivery for late lunch. Dad didn't give us our allowance again, nd I was broke, so Cas gave th treat :DD Hawaiin nd Pepperoni pizzas ! Junkfood is like th sex please.

But my cramps were so hurtful ): Rawrs. Then used a bus to hunn's workplace at night, had kiwi strawberry snapple freeze ! Ooh la la. Urhm, then after finishing late, he left his hfone inside th shop again. So like we had to get back there nd take a cab back home. Haha.

Apparently, my relatives came to stay over that night, since mum will be going Genting with them th next few days. My room was taken up, nd it reeked badly of medicated oil. Sheesh. I had no other choice but to squeeze into my sibling's room, al four of us.

Chatted online with my friend till late at 3.30am. Then I told him he might wake up at 4pm nd will have to rush for stuff. Had a good laugh at myself th next day when I woke up at that time instead. Hahaha. My hfone went haywire, had some missed calls nd messages. Silly me didn't realise it was alr Friday.

Refreshed, nd off I went to hunn's. But I had to walk al th way back home again because I forgot my card. By th time I reached there, an hour passed. Lol. Ice-cream, fudge cakes, nd then maggi mee in th middle of th night. Finally, our blog is completed ! (Just th postings that are needed.) Kudos to his efforts in it (:

Ps. Go nd take a look alrights ? strawberrybanana-shake.blogspot.

Anw. Slept till late morning, hunn had to rush off to work nd I got home. I guess I didn't get th job afterall, anyone can help ? I'm desperate. That's al.

Boy, I'll be your knight in shiny armour.

Thu, 06 Sep 2007 08:42:58 GMT

Tuesday

Monday night at 24hour with Warren for dinner after his gym, then th void deck for some talks nd camwhoring etc. My favourite boy ! Thnks for your companion when I was unwell (though I know my voice sounded awfully weird huh !).

Went for an interview at Claymore Hill in th afternoon, quite alright. Doubtful that I'd get th job though. Walked around town by myself after that, so many pretty clothes on sales nd al. Bought Taka's donuts nd th strawberry shortcake from Sun Moulin's for him.

Oh yes. F21 has lovely dresses for th girliness in al of us. Pretty ain't it ?

& I supposed I'm short enough to make this tube into a mini dress. Most prolly suitable for urhm, clubbing nd dates. Lol kiddin.

Used th express bus back to Warren's place, his mum was so nice to get me dinner too (: He put in most of th effort to open a blog for both of us, so sweet.

Then hunn found th cake nd took it out a little too early, haha ! Oh wells.

It's you, yes you, lover of my life (:

Though sometimes I'm afraid. What if I have to let it go. I don't want to walk away.

Wednesday
HAPPY 3RD MTH TO US, HUNN ! :D

Was supposed to be at home last night but I stayed on, too tired to get back nd I didn't want to hear my mum's constant nagging. Read his brother's archie comics till late, then fell asleep haha. Woke up next morning, hello to morning highness ! Cabbed to Whitesands to pass Chener smth, then to my house. Did some housework nd went to get changed while hunn continued with our blog. Left for town only in th late afternoon. Lollll.

Cityhall's NEW YORK NEW YORK for mummums !

Anw, NYNY is so good :DD Their dark strawberry drink is such a treat ! Just one slurp nd you'll know, th smooth taste of dark velvet choc with strawberry mix ! Ha.

Then we were off to a little shopping. Nd omg ? Hunn surprised me with th two cardigans he bought without me knowing, while I was still looking around th shop ! Why so nice (: makes me guilty nd want to hug him so much.

Ltr on in th night, we caught 'Dead Silence' at Lido. Th horror movie which totally got me. I used to find such interest in those type of puppet dolls, maybe not much fancy now. Haha. Th poem was like th main idea: Beware th stare of Mary Shaw. She had no children. Only dolls.

Forgot al about taking prints, so we snapped in th instant print machine instead. Everything was pleasantly nice, except that I had my-girl-matter today (but he helped me do purchase zomg lol). He sent me home after al that, we were like stuck with each other for 22hrs nd 35mins on th 5th Sept ! Hahaha, beat that.

I love you hunn ! (: Realised there isn't a day I could get you off my mind too.

This is not my week.

Mon, 03 Sep 2007 04:08:29 GMT

Saturday
Caught 'Ratatouille' in th evening at Vivocity, with mcchicken, ben&jerry's nd popcorn to snack on. Lol. Met into Minmin there as well. Then hunn nd I walked around th shops, he bought his new gym back alr, it looks pretty cool yo (: Used th train back to Cityhall, saw Erlianna with her friends. Had our dinner at Marina Square's Pasta de Waraku. Then he gave me a reply letter he wrote ! Aww, so sweet of him.

They have this wide variety of pastas to choose from ! :DD Yummy. After dinner, we walked over to th Esplanade. There was a huge crowd outside DXO, haha. Chilled at Starbucks for drinks nd muffin. Cabbed home from there.

Sunday

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY, CINDY GF ! (:

Hunn left at 5am, his dad came to pick him up. & I was getting sick from th heatiness nd low temp of th room. Awoke in th late afternoon, followed my parents to St Francis of Assisi church at Boon Lay to visit my great-grandma's orbituary. I was getting hungry by 6pm, so we left to a nearby coffeeshop, dad was so nice to get me porridge instead, nd they ate th same too. Down to a relative's house to collect stuff, then dad dropped off at Lavender for drinking, nd mum had to drive home from there.

Did th dishes. Then ate a hard-boiled egg, lol. Sister came home with instant food, so mum nd I shared th kimchi noodle bowl. Watched 'My little bride' on th telly. My flu nd sore throat was getting worse ): Headaches, runny nose nd coughs.

Monday
Last night was horrid. I was down, not getting any better, so I had a hard time trying to sleep. I won't be using th air-con for th next few days alr. Urgghh. My voice is so very weird now.

Woke up not long ago, couldn't really find my voice. Called DFS up, but th mgr will be away for 1 week ? Omg luh, nd they told me to send in th resume online. Sheesh. & Dad really stopped giving my my allowance since it's th holidays nd he knows. So effed up, I'm like eating cup noodles now.

Can someone take me out ? Or anyone who doesn't mind looking for jobs together ? I'm wasting time rotting at home.

Two days of fun nd more to come.

Sat, 01 Sep 2007 05:51:36 GMT

Thursday

Didn't get to go to town in th evening, but met Cindy for dinner at Tampines mall. Gave her th donuts as her early birthday cake (lollll), because it looked too pretty to resist. Had our mee hoon kways at th foodcourt nd girl talks (: I missed her company so very much. Walked around th shops nd got ourselves a top each ! Shopping is l-o-v-e luh.

Nd then we spent like close to an hour at 'exclusively hers' taking th photos. Silly expressions nd al, hahaha. Had strawberry milkshake before heading home.

Friday

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MELLE, BTW ! (:

Awoke late, rushed to meet Jayne at th polyclinic, bought th gerberas nd our munch-ons. Took th bus to SAC, omg it's been such a long time yanno ! Haha. But we went there too late, everyone was alr heading home nd th teachers went off for their lunch at some hotel. So we just gathered to talk nd catch up a little with other classmates nd took pictures together.

Agnes walks pass me, then turns to take a glance.
Agnes : Eh ?
I looked at her, couldn't recognise that familiar look at first.
Me : Eh ?
Then we realised.
Both of us : OMGGGG !
& ended up hugging each other. Hahahaha.

I miss what-used-to-be SAC nd al th memories, wayyyy back from 1/5 till 4/8. So much changes.

-

Okay anw. Prata-ed with Jaslyn nd Jayne opposite school, after so many mths can ! Then I had to rush back home, get my stuff nd al, then met tart nd girlfriend at school's gym. Felt so horrible to make Chener wait for me for 3 hours ): Urhm, did threadmills, sit-ups nd pedalling only. Lol. Pretty embarrassing etc.

Went home to take a shower, nd Cassy made me toasted sandwiches, so nice aye ! But she added like so much mayo inside, poos ): There goes my gym workout. Walked over to Whitesands' Cottage Pies, bought a slice of oreo cheesecake for birthday girl. Met Jaslyn at Tanah Merah nd we headed to town to find Shir. Hunn came to find me for awhile, so silly but sweet of him. Haha. There was like no midnight sales luh, such nonsense. But we managed to get for Jayne a dress from Hula&Co. because it's pretty nd suits her. Al th other shops were closing by then.

From there, we walked al th way to Orchard Hotel, nd my toes started to have terrible blisters. Ouch please ! & who would have known birthday girl was still at Suntec with others, omg haha. So we took th advantage of using th elevator with some caucasians even when they gave us bewildered looks. Joined Felchy, Kimberly nd her significant at th 7th floor since they were stucked there too. Created quite a din with al th noises I guess, so we received complaints from some guests who wanted to sleep. Heh. It was alr midnight when her party supposed to be at 10pm. Had to take th elevator down again, nd we found more of her JC friends hahaha.

Finally birthday girl came with others, nd we were able to get inside th room to chill. Drank a little only, watched some thriller show on HBO, hahaha. I couldn't play card games because I dont know what's daidee.

After that we were th last 3 that left th place, walked al th way back to Cine, ate at our favourite Xinwang HKCafe since it was 24hours. Shir practically dozed off there after her chicken congee, nd previously barely touched double cheeseburger from Macs lol ! Jaslyn nd I just chatted al th way till 6am then we went off again to th streets.

Saturday

Got stalked by 3 caucasians from Hyatt to FEP because we ignored them, so very freaky. Then a girl fight happened in front of our view while we were at th bus stop waiting for bus5. Oh my goodness, haha. Th bus ride long took an hour nd a half, I couldn't really sleep due to some reasons. Super grodgy-eyed nd lethargic by th time I reached home.

Only had 3 hours of sleep just now. DFS has yet to pick up my phone call again, this is annoying me alr. Nd to think I could imagine starting work this Sunday when I haven't even secured any job yet.

Alright, catching Ratatouille ltr with hunn at Vivocity ! I love that boy ;)

What's cooking here.

Thu, 30 Aug 2007 06:47:06 GMT

Zomgg. Exams are officially done with today (:

No discussions on it now, I'll see if I need supp papers luh. I know I didn't really put in much effort, but I'm just glad it's like over. Overrrr.

Lunch at downtown with my sister a few days back. We had yummy japanese udon noodles. Talked about our school stuff nd al, then she helped me with th wirelessSG before going off to tutoring. Haha.

Yes ! Subways at night with hunn, made me 6-inch yumyumms. I love meatballs nd kiwi strawberry snapple too ! :DD Then I tried to take a shot of him at work. But, SNAP ! This black army guy moved nd so it looked distorted. Lollll.

Oh yeah, I made pasta last midnight ! Everyone went to sleep alr, so I had to finish it up al by myself. Hahaha. Fattening aye !

Says who, that pasta can't have eggs ! Lol.

Yanno what ? I need a job. Badly. One with good pay for th next 2 mths nd nice people to work with.

Wasting money on cab fares. Wasting money eating so much. I'm sadddd ):

I'm thinking of going town now. Alright, I'm off (nothing else to do anw).
&& dinner with Cindy ltr ! I can't wait to meet her after mths :DD

&&& so much plans for tmr, this is so exciting !
Back to SAC for teachers' day celebration, then gym with my tartt, then off to Jayne's 17th birthday invitation at Orchard Hotel (:

I miss them super much, pretty people.

I don't know if this should be under private.

Thu, 30 Aug 2007 06:12:38 GMT

You know what's on my mind these days ?
Stuff.

Warren.

Exams.

Cash.

Having a bestfriend is hard.
Not having a bestfriend is even harder.

Stuff like that.

I can't seem to have good friends.
I think my second name is 'go away'.
Natalie, go away.
HAHA !

Screammmm.

Mon, 27 Aug 2007 04:57:00 GMT

1. Lunch with hunn nd his famm yesterday was really nice. We left for town after that. Caught 'Evan Almighty' in th evening before our walkwalks.
2. Mum thinks I'm studying hard for my papers, but actually I've been going out. I think I'm a disappointment.
3. Too late for revision, exams for th next three days. We'll see how it goes.

Anw. I've found some old photographs of chilhood. Brings back memories that makes me smile.

I always love being daddy's little girl (:

We used to like sleeping with garfields nd pillows in that big round chair at th old house.

Ahkor nd I again. Look like childhood lovers, don't we ! Haha. If only we were still that close.

Back when we went for our first genting trip with grandma.

One of th christmas eve out together as a famm at town to see th lightings nd al. I think I looked pretty then, lol.

Primary 1. Primary 5. Primary 3. First day to school.

Chinese New Year reunion dinner at a restaurant. Cheong sams nd al, haha.

I think I'll get out of th house to get some bites. Tralala.

Have you ever been alone in a quiet room.

Sun, 19 Aug 2007 17:46:43 GMT

Four more days till th examinations. I'd better hit th books after this.

Sometimes (well, most of th time actually), I feel that I'm never good enough. It's hard to say why though.

Pizza with famm yesterday afternoon was pretty yum (: There were horror shows on th telly as well. Then they drove me over to hunn's house, I brought along my black jewel so I could use th internet there. Read magazines etc. Last minute decision to stayover because mum called back a little too late, I couldn't possibly get out of there in th middle of everyone's sleep.

Afternoon lunch was cancelled, nd so was dinner. They didn't bother to inform me anw, so I was waiting for nothing. Dad bought home lunch for us, skipped dinner since I had no appetite. Have to do th housework ltr. Stuck at home on a Sunday, nd there's study week from tomorrow onwards. This is effing boring.

I was browsing back at my old blogs, those that I still keep track on blogspot, nd I realised how much I've changed. No more crude vulgarities or whatsoever. I admit that I still have my pessimist side, but I've learnt to confide in others, not hide to myself al th time. Everyone has their flaws, we al make mistakes, but it's our choice if we want to change for th better. Appearance-wise, I think I still look as silly as before.

It freaks me out to know that, one day, we'll have to give up on life nd die. Think about it nd you'll know what I'm feeling.

Th truth always hurts.

With pride nd love.

Sat, 18 Aug 2007 04:04:46 GMT

Hunn is now busy at work, he was working on Thursday night so I went over to find him. I like th sub he made for me, though th cheese was a little too thick. I like th snapple he frozed for me, kiwi strawberry (: I like th double chocolate cookies he got me, sweetness. Then he walked me home. Gosh, I love you !

Mum gave me th new twenty dollar note to keep :DD what nice digits.

Had another nightmare.

I didn't know there was CSA revision lecture yesterday morning. Cabbed to school, Principle of Mgt tutor told us our coursework grade, mine's a B. Lunch at Design school with classmates, black pepper beef steak nd tomato soup tasted yummilicious :DD Ribena drinks, chats nd laughters, folded roses nd origami. Then it was another lecture before heading back home. Rushed to change nd al, cabbed to town with hunn nd his brother. Caught 'Th Bourne Ultimatum' with his famm. Zomg th movie was cooliozxzx, you should watch it too. Haha. Dinner after that at Newton, I so love sugarcane juice too ! Thnks to them for th enjoyable night out (:

Sister's friend came over to stay at our house, but they didn't sleep in my room. Hahaha, oh wells. Ahkor nd her gave me these from Donut Factory :DD Awfully good junkfood. Th double chocolate ones just oozed out, nd th cheese one was not too melty.

Stomach cramps this morning. Grandma's coming over ltr I suppose. She wants to order pizza too because it's her favourite, cute right.

It's th other way round.

Thu, 16 Aug 2007 12:22:31 GMT

Takeways from school, dropped by Times to read some magazines. Hunn finished his school, then we went off to his place again. My late lunch became my dinner, Sweet Sixteen was on th telly, what horribly arrogant girls ! Haha. So anw, was just doodling on my writing pad nd using his computer until 11.34pm nd I went home. It's 7th mth, late night walks freaks me out. Mum called me up twice, she bought spicy noodles for my supper.

Bad dream. Unwanted thoughts. Better not be.

Missed out CSA lab this morning, went for MicroEcons. Results for coursework, a B nd C respectively. Unfairness in th portfolio grade because our groupmate did not do anything at al, nd he still have so much comments to give. Like such a ____. Somehow, I haven't started revising, so much for procrastinating.

Lunched with classmates at Macs. Talked about education, future nd urh, th sex issue. Hahaha. Having a diploma or degree now is useless, getting MBA is th better requirement. Futhering studies is costly, but it has its advantages etc. I want to marry a rich guy (nd they say I'm so realistic lollll). Realised that an economist can earn alot, just like a pilot. Discussions.

Reached home at 3.30pm, slept al th way till now, such a lazy bumbum. Better get ready to find hunn ltr (: I miss him so much.

If only everything was just like before. Simple.

Hit it on.

Wed, 15 Aug 2007 04:05:14 GMT

Monday
School ended early, waited for hunn nd we headed to town in our hoodies :DD Met into my girl nd her friend there too. Movie at Cathay Cine, 'Disturbia', not bad. Had Yoshinoya before that, my first meal of th day. Haha. Went to Borders, listened to silly music nd al. Town's pretty awkward with so little crowds.

Tuesday
Late for lecture (for some reason), missed out some parts of th revision. Had my chicken bao nd siew mai :DD yum yumms. Then handed up CSA tutorial work to teacher at her room (phew). Took a bus to Tampines interchange, walked around th malls, had my strawberry milkshake, saw Alena with her classmates. Back to Whitesands, walked around nd sat in th library reading magazines, bumped into Vanjill. Hunn came to find me after that, went over his place, used th com nd did some reading, his parents came back so we had dinner together. Hahaha.

Bad hair day.

Wednesday
Mum woke me up too early, opening th room door, switching off th air-con nd pulling up th blinds. There's no food at home nd I'm getting hungry, feeling nausea just now. I'd better go do th revision for B Accounting now.

School's ltr at 2pm, that's late.

So much in such a little time.

Sun, 12 Aug 2007 05:32:33 GMT

Dad drove us over to Suntec, th ride was horrible because they were unhappy with me, nagging about everything al th way there. So we caught 'Rush Hour 3' at yesterday evening, it was hilarious ! A must-watch movie that will keep you laughing. Sadly I had no popcorns nor nachos because mum nd I weren't on talking terms (I refused to speak).

Mum : "I tell you ah, no more staying over at his house. Don't think you're big enough to do whatever you want."
Me : -silent.
Sister : "That's like what everyone's parents say to their children luh."
Mum : "True what."

But things got better after that (: it was as if I'm still her little daughter, she took th initiative to hold my hand. It's simple actions like this that would touch a heart. Then she asked me to do some shopping nd dinner with her. We walked to Marina Square, went into different shops like Miss Selfridge (had nice tops, but quality nd price mattered), Zara (sizes didn't fit for us), Blossomz (mum bought me th top because she says it looks nice, though I alr told her its not really my kind of shop), M)phosis (omg we bought prettaye clothes nd I so want to get more) etc.

My overall skirt (: & th one below I have yet to own (white long top nd dark grey skinnies I want !)

By then, it was alr close to 10pm, so instead of classy food, we just ate at Bedok market, nd bought food home for th others. Mum also gave me two admission movie tickets at Cathay cinemas, woohoo thnks. Why so nice ?

Mum : "You tell me, should I always treat you well or not, have mummy ever not dote on you?"
Me : "Sometimes." -grins.

I'll be back to my old self pretty soon, goodbye to Natalie you've been knowing now.
Anything else, I'll prolly keep to myself.
Unless you're significant enough. Sorry.

Ps. Scroll to previous entry for pictures. Take a look alright !
Pretty pictures of NDP nd food (:

I was never that wild.

Sat, 11 Aug 2007 06:08:16 GMT

Thursday

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, S'PORE !

Lunch at home with my famm, fried rice nd mushroom soup. Hunn stayed over yesterday night, watched 'Seducing Mr Perfect' on th laptop. Met Huiying at Cityhall (both of us were in bright fbts !), so we went to report to th leaders first, saw Ryan too. Had some chats with her, then other classmates arrived ltr, Candy has this effing cute baby devil hanging on her tote :DD

Haha effing cuteness right ;)

Above, th patriotic us. Below, our kissing faces. Haha.

Waiting in those long queues was annoying. Inconsiderate people in orange nd red cut into our line many times, typical aunties. Tsk tsk. Anw, got into th padang area nd joined my classmates. Despite th hot weather, we had our fun. Everything's hyped up, we took tonnes of pictures there (credits to Huiying), saw th jet planes, sang th songs nd made th largest human flag ! What an interesting experience (:

Under our umbrella. Ella ella eh eh.

Alvin nd me, from S-C-Y-T-H-I-A !

Part of 1b05 girls (:

With our prettyful leaders.

Samantha (hott !) & Soon Wee joined in.

BSC comm, Kok Guan & Ck.

Th two adorable little ones.

Huiying in frame one. Pretty aye !

Natalie in frame two. HAHAHA.

Outside th toilets lollll.

Instead of steamboat plans (which was messed up), we just ate at Marina Square's food court. Th guys went to play pool, so I left after a short while. Got stuck at Cityhall alone, back home late.

Friday

Tired out from yesterday's hoo-ha. Went for class about an hour ltr, nd they alr ended. Hahaha, so embarrassing luh. Had to ask dad for cash for th dance sweater, felt quite bad about it because it was quite costly ): Walked over to Engineering's second canteen to do payment to Weiqiang. Lunched at Sugarloaf with Samuel, Huiying, Xinying, Guangming nd John. Chicken moussaka nd Sherry, strawberry tart nd marble cheesecake for takeaways. Sam nd Guangming likes cherries nd fruit cake aye, hahaha. Th food was appetizing :DD

Used a bus back with hunn from Tampines. Went over to his place to chill, then we headed to town. Bought th hoodies from FEP alr, now al we need is to print th designs on them. Haha. Alright, town isn't th best place for me to be at without cash nd girlfriends company. Lol. I so miss shopping. Oh wells.

Okay so back to his place, hunn's mum showed me his baby pictures ! Omgzxzx haha so cute luh ? I was laughing at some of them, hehehhehs. It was getting late, supposed to walk home but ended up sleeping over there. Someone gets high easily, lollll. That's about it.

Saturday

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY, BEN !

Reached home at 11am, dad just went out somewhere, ignoring my presence, th rest are still in bed. I think my parents aren't happy with me for staying over. Had my roasted peanuts nd strawberry yoghurt flavoured ice cream. Nothing else except junkfood. Perhaps movie with my mum ltr ?

I need to promise myself. That I must have self-dicipline nd know my limits.

Oh-my-make-out-gawdd sessions.

Wed, 08 Aug 2007 11:21:28 GMT

Popeye's for dinner yesterday with him. Revision was not productive, I dont have lecture week 13's notes. Goodness me.

I left my house late this morning, nd I actually forgot that there was Comm Skill's summative test today. Like totally (lollll). Missed out 20 minutes of it, got irritated in th midst due to guangming's extreme shaking that distracted my concentration, so I've got blanks summing up to 27 marks. Rawrs.

Lunched at Jupitercafe with classmates, had fishndchips. B Accounting scripts were returned back to us, cheers for an A (though not a high one), realised my careless mistakes in th paper.

Strawberry milkshake before using a bus home from Tampines. Didn't really talk much today. I don't think there's anything wrong. I like being my quiet side at times. Sometimes.

Tomorrow. Or perhaps th day after tomorrow ? It'll be a better day.

Okay readers, this is Warren raiding Natalie's blog.

So we met today after she reached home and I had my dinner. We headed to Central to have supper! after about what? 15 minutes, we finally decided to have Indian Rojak~! Super yum yum. Then we headed to the air-con food court for another round of supper! She had Masala! the curry was alittle sour tasting though. Weirdd. So after the whole thing, we heading to CV to chill for abit, then took 89 home! While in 89, we saw 109 which is a more comfy bus. So we got off the bus and took 109!

Chilled downstairs at her place, ran here n there, did the exercise thingies that are actually made for old people? Anyway, now i'm at her place blogging on her lj without her knowing! Hehehe.

Eating out together.

Tue, 07 Aug 2007 03:32:28 GMT

So Saturday was alright. Was at Compass Point with my parents nd sister. Checked my eyesight, to my fright, my astig has gone wayyyy up ! My right eye degree increased too, as expected. Can't wear those overdued coloured lens anymore. But mum bought me new contact lenses alr (:

Th girl whom I love to buy tees for. Th girl that is smarter than me by 2463088 times. Th girl who gets me annoyed nd moody with her silly actions, but never fails to cheer me up at times when I'm upset by sharing her dinner or buying me food to snack on.

That's my sister. Hello Cassandraaaa (:

Sunday's HAPPY 2ND MTH ! :DD

Headed to Cathay nd Shaw to purchase th movie tickets first, then back to Lavender in search of th shop for customization, but to no avail. KFC lunch at Lido, he bought his top from Topshop, they gave this free makeover voucher, then caught 'Th Simpsons'. Effing cuteness ! Hahaha. Went to find my mum nd sis at Th Scene after that, then off to Cathay for 'Alone'. Brought chips nd drinks in as usual, lollll. Not really as scary as we'd expected it to be, but th way they twisted th story was pretty interesting.

At hunn's house right now. Skipped morning lecture, didn't have to mood to go anw. Had my ba chang that mum left for me before she went off to work. Yumm yums :DD Hunn's making pasta downstairs.

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Hello. You make good pasta (:
I LOVE YOUUUU.